fuck.

why am i such a moron?

losing a gf, nvm
i cant even keep a friend.
the best part is,
its the same old story of me not knowing my mistakes.

how fuck up can i be?

it really hurts so much to lose so many things together.
gf, money, friend.
what more.
im tired.
really tired.

keruirocks.
11:22 PM

yay
i bought my tennis racket!
and im gonna "claim" from my mom! hehe

i bought my digital weighing machine too!
but FISH.
i didnt know im THAT heavy.
time to take drastic action.

i swam 20 laps with jonathan.
it was enjoyable yet tiring.
maybe i should swim more often.

there was this lady.
as big as me.
wore a bright green bikini.
i thought it would be better if i didnt wear goggles so that i dun see anything.
HAHA but fish.
it was eyesore la.
and her boyfriend was so fit la,
6 packs and everything.
i guess its about balancing an equation,
that means im gonna get a skinny wife! HAHA =X

im so bad, laughing at others!
tsk
oh well,
i believe many laugh at me too,
so its fair.

keruirocks.
7:49 PM

i go to sleep with you in my thought,
and waking up every morning emo.
no matter what i try to do,
i am running too slowly,
too slowly ,
from the monstrous reality.

As i think about our memories,
bittersweet.
as the feeling of love and hate mix,
there is no longer a fine line that separates.
The more i love, the more i begin to hate.
because everybody expects love to be returned,
disappointment becomes our fate.

As disappointment grows day by day,
the more bitter it taste.
all the kindness i gave to you,
has gone down the drain.
As you move farther away,
hope turns into pain.
All the kindness you gave to me,
has gone down the drain.

We speak the term "pros and cons",
so that we look at pros before cons.
but sometimes cons are just too significant,
that pros drowned,
the moment cons enter.

Selfishness, and thoughtlessness became one big evil creature.
Who inevitably grew in us, and kill us from within.
This is no longer lying on the line of, who's fault is whose,
it is also not about finding fault.
finding fault is like manipulating,
a pro into a con.
but it is a con that is a con.
it is a fact.

As each day passes,
your words ring in my ear,
like an untuned chord,
your stand no longer hold,
as your principles clashes and contradict.

It grows the aversion to myself,
for my naivety,
for what i believed in.
it is the liar and the lies,
that severed the ties.

keruirocks.
11:56 AM

why am i always doing things that make myself depress.

i already know there is nothing to expect,
yet i am expecting.

i didn't know i was rebellious against myself.

i am foolish man.

a man that believes too easily,

a man that is too naive,

not knowing the cruel reality.

keruirocks.
6:06 PM

If i were to compare,
my life is a game,
like a soccer match.

playing a soccer match without knowing much of the rules.
and there's many referees in my court,
watching for every movement i make,
waiting to catch me for foul play.

and the people around me are the referees.
who award me a yellow card when i do something wrong.

and there are referees who will award a red.

Those who are sincere are those who will give a yellow,
caution me for my mistake,
warning me before giving a red.

Those who doesn't bother much will give a red,
they are not my friends,
someone out to rob me off my esteem,
and thats the end of the game.

just like how i was given a red.

keruirocks.
7:33 PM

given a choice,
would you be kind to the person who's kind to you,
or would you be kind to the person whom you care about.

would you love one who loves you,
or love one that you love.

i chose to be kind to all, and love all.

i am superficial when i make that choice.
i think about myself before i think about any other things.
Thus, it is like, my choice could have not been my choice after all.

how to attain a state where i am my thoughts?
where i act my choice in regard to my thoughts?

neglecting the eyes of the world,
the thoughts of people around me,
the feeling of myself.

we go about saying having a mind of our own,
is it true?
or are we simply having a mind,
that thinks with logic,
practicability, and
superficiality.

the world seems so fake because of that,
actions were taken after a series of "purification" and "filtering",
it is no longer a thought anymore.
it is just action.

and everybody is viewed to have a mask,
to cover up our hideous self.
but actually,
we are the mask,
we allowed our thoughts to be processed,
to be edited.

it is the logic taught to us in school,
the pride our parents want us to have,
the superficiality the society forced into us.

the thoughts that we processed,
will be carried out through actions we do,
and through time,
it has been mistaken that, what we do is what we think.
another us have grown,
grown to fit into the story of what we do is what we think.
we now have two self.

when we can accept that we have two self.
a self that thinks the way we want,
and another self to act like a council.
and to acknowledge that we will behave two self simultaneously,
it is what we practised for however long we lived.
we can no longer differentiate which self is which.
and both are indifferent towards each other.

if given the choice again,
i guess, i would only be kind to those we are kind to me,
and love those who love me.
i am selfish on the inside, and i do not want to deny it anymore.

keruirocks.
11:09 AM

crying
and crying.

what can i do to stop crying.
crying is useless.
she doesnt pity me when i cry.

what can i do to stop missing her.
she doesnt miss me,
nor do she care whether i miss her.

but i am really that sad.
i miss you so much.

keruirocks.
11:06 PM

Chalet was relaxing,
we didnt have activities after activities, but it was fun.
i always love gathering with friends like these.
but ever since i got into a relationship,
i sort of neglect the importance of friends.

We had like superr gd food la.
thanks to me and my idea! haha.
i love the beef patty with cheese.
the teriyaki saba fillet
the gigantic chicken chop!

i went swimming for the first time in years.
it was quite embarrassing to show off my fats around la.
phyoe says im veryvery fat.
fish.
i really need to lose weight.
oh i didnt know i can actually swim quite ok.
maybe i should really pick up swimming afterall.
then i can be triathelic! hahaha

Phyoe and eunice was so lovey dovey everytime.
im so jealous of them la!
actually im very envied for phyoe,
since eunice is soooo socialable and all,
he doesnt need to worry about how to balance friends and gf?
i mean he can go out with them together!
and eunice's family is also nice towards him,
hes damn lucky!

if i were to find a girl again,
i would want her to be as friendly as eunice!
i want to know her friends well,
and i want her to know my friends well too!

Oh dotaing together in chalet is kinda interesting.
i love the citadel game too!
ahh although my pocket was burnt for this chalet,
but im glad everything went well,
it was a break from all the disaster im getting.
Oh noo,
im going back to camp tmr already.FISH.

oh and im trying hard not to use anymore vulgarities.
so, im kray, using fish.
im crayfish.
what the fish?
HAHA

keruirocks.
12:40 PM

i had a bad bad dream,
waking up to know the realism of it.
perhaps i have been trapped and blinded in the game of love,
that masked my sight,
sway my decision.
and blurred my principles.

i know the things i am doing now are against my wish.
it hurts me, i hate it.
but why am i doing this?
for the sake of love?
or for the sake of peace?

Both.
i love myself so much that i want the best for myself.
the times spent for the past year has been perhaps the best.
i hate to live a life without it.
i love myself too much.

i have been discovering truth after truth after truth.
but this is the one truth i have yet to accept it myself.
i am the selfish one.
i love her because i love myself.
i love myself that makes me love her.
do i love her?
yes,
not as much as myself.

and the another truth is that.
the same applies to her.
she love herself more than i love myself.
thats it.
that is why i am the one losing out.

It sucks.
i had to try so hard to get by sunday
without thinking about her.
it was alright until she smsed
at first i was bloody happy about it.
i thought we can chat for awhile.
but she end it on her first reply.

it was a "-.-" and " zzzz" moment.
what to do?
my life sucks and just got to bear with it.

what is she trying to do?
she miss me and wants to hear from me? NO,
it wouldnt just end like that.
maybe she just want revenge,
and provoke me in that way.

i dont know since when her temper turns foul.
i guess THATS her,
and the her when she's with me was fake, for sake of love.
i really have trouble talking to her now.
seems like i became the cooler head compared to her.
and surprisingly i am tolerating until now.
If i am the kerui in the past,
i would just have fish it.

i have a new nickname for myself.
instead of CRAYFISH
now its CRAB.

i saw my sisters' blog,
and realise she has alot of pretty female friends,
so i was just jokingly ask her to intro a few friends to deming and i,
haha and i didnt know she was quite serious with it,
are you qii? =x

Ann wants to bring me out,
to church, to know more girls.
maybe i should just go and take alook.

keruirocks.
8:12 AM

my mom's birthday tommorrow.
so we went to eat at some "cook-fry" hawker near mustafa.
the food's not that bad!

and it just reminds me of her,
my mom used to ask me to bring her along for meals.
and she ordered her favourite EE mian.
and the background music? "superwoman"

i miss her so much,
so much til its so unbearable.
and we will drive pass her house.
and she used to get down the car and go
"aunty uncle byebye"

where are you?
where are you!
where are you!?

can someone knock me off conscious?
give me a permanent lost of memory.
but yet they are so precious,
what should i do?

keruirocks.
7:45 PM

why am i super sad?

i am so weak.
i cant even conquer myself.
to admit i love myself more than anyone else.

soul search to only find a stranger resides within me.
a stranger that gives a nostalgic feeling.
a feeling of resemblance
maybe he's a friend?
a friend of denial.

keruirocks.
9:50 PM

I went to kbox with fahmy last night,

and came across the MTV for superwoman by Gary Cao ge.

the show got me super emo,

because i thought, i am looking at my own life movie.

i despite myself.

keruirocks.
7:39 AM

i wan to change my blog, i wan it to personalise to my style and all.
and im getting my sister to help!
didnt know shes gd with HTML
haha

keruirocks.
10:34 AM

the biggest enemy is myself now.

temper

raising voice

insensitivity

unromantic

LOW EQ.

i should really reflect on myself.
and change
not just for candice,
but for myself,
for the love my parents gave me
for my sister
for my important friends.

determination without tenacity? NO
sincerity.

i will miss you.

keruirocks.
10:11 PM

i woke up yesterday in artic,
i woke up today in desert,
and i may not be waking up tmr.

it is the feeling of being locked up in a cold room,
and to be release into a melting desert.

when everything seemed to settle down,
but it is not.
an emotional stir,
turning into an indecisive thought.

crying is the only thing i do,
because only crying works.

at least when i cry,
i feel letout,
i feel there is hope.

am i not strong when i cry?
no, i am strong.
because i cried for a reason.

i cried for the turmoil
i cried for the moment,
i cried for myself.

everything about me seemed to be a mistake.
perhaps the only thing to stop making mistakes,
is to stop myself.

what can i do for my life of blunder?

life is like drawing with a pencil without eraser.
we draw our lives down,
knowing that we cannot change anything to it.
the only way is to draw more and make it look better.

buying the thought of being "better"
comes with a gift of "backfire"

the universal truth of paying something for something else.
nothing is free.

we paid our lives to live in this moment.
we die for a everlasting memory.

it is only when we learn about nothing.
nothing is nothing.
nothing comes together with nothing.

Words to nothing,
thoughts to nothing,
feel to nothing,
and thats when it is nothing.

i want to think nothing,
because i was treated like nothing.
and we wont have to bother about anything else.

and we can stop drawing mistakes onto our paper.

keruirocks.
11:10 AM

confused!

im gonna be so sad if its true.

Someone up there, please dont let it be true.... please.

keruirocks.
9:41 PM

Wherever you go,
whatever you do,
i will be right here waiting for you.

whatever it takes,
whatever heartbreaks,
i will be right here waiting for you.

keruirocks.
11:21 AM

its the little things that you do,
little words that we say,
that brightens up my day.
you're such sweetie pie!

Thankyou for our small talk last night. (:

i am beginning to be more independent,
in terms of taking care of myself,
my welfare, my activities.

i've learnt that being a relationship doesnt mean giving ALL out.
basically it means that while still remain close to our partner,
we still have our own lives to live,
own friends to maintain,
own welfare to take care of.

we have to strike a balance between families, friends , money, career and gf/bf.
Neither one of will really be happy if any one of these are not fulfilled.

Eric has been telling me about being independent
does not neccessarily means that,
we dont need a partner.
he wanted me to know that,
while being together with someone,
we can also be independent on our own.

i think its quite true,
afterall everyone needs that somebody there.

i've been thinking so much,
i guess the way we are now,
is afterall better for us.
no point getting back together,
with our current state of mind,
and sooner or later we are just going to break up again.

i myself have been relying too much on her.
to some extent,
i have already lost a few friends here and there.
i need to get my life back
my fitness back
get Kerui back.

she's having exams and race.
she's sick and tired of me.
she needs a long break to settle down her emotions.

i just hope that,
our feelings for each other remain strong.
and after all these obstacles,
we still know who is the one,
that will be there for ourself.
and hope for a happy ending for both of us.

i miss her so much. ):

keruirocks.
11:04 AM

there is a fact that i cant runaway with,
no matter what i do.

talking about running away,
i guess no one can help it.
everyone wants a shortcut,
or else there wont be such a word.

the fact is my feelings for her are still so strong.
i can bluff everyone!
but not myself, that she is still the only soul always lingering in my heart.

i told myself to help her and help myself by stop talking to her.
i will get an answer soon enough if i do that,
but is that what i truely want?
is that what is truely right?

i am a person with perseverance but no tenacity
i really dont know what i should do anymore.

i keep bluffing myself that i am on my way to get over it,
have i?

i told myself to lose weight,
im probably trying self comfort.

i told myself to hold it on, and she will be happy, it doesnt really matter what happens to me,
it does matters!
because i am facing someone that love me/once loved me,
i am not facing anyone else!

the mentality of trying to forget someone you love is bad enough.
having that person to tell u she enjoys not talking to you is worse.

where am i getting at?
what is my goal?
and what is my dream?

is the goal my dream? can i dream of reaching the goal?

my dream is to be with her again.
but probably thats not my goal.
so whats the whole purpose again?

i am moving on a treadmill.
my body moves against my will.
because my body listens to you,
more than having a brain of its own.
i hate myself.

keruirocks.
6:20 PM

i was just wondering,

Why did she tell me to leave her alone last night.
and why did she sms me just now to tell me all those.

It is not as if i dont want to reply her. But it took hell lot of conviction to stop myself from doing that. i know she needs the silence, i cannot be selfish in that sense.

what has leaving her alone got anyting to do with what's happening to her in her team?

Is is because she was on a nasty mood, and took me to vent out the anger?

why did she sms me to tell me about all those?

To let herself feel better? to make me feel better?
to seek my attention?

i am confused myself.

But i have came to a, i feel more sensible, answer.

I guess she's quite dependent on me as well. That is why she emphasized that she wants to be independant. She probably took out helllots of courage to break up with me, knowing the consequences and all, and doing all those, just to prove to herself she can do it.

But because of that,
she is now confused with herself as well.
she doesnt know where to start and how to start to be independent.
she wants me to leave her alone to think about it,
but she still doesnt get use to life without me.
So she ask me to be a friend so that i am still in her life, but less significance.
But because i talk to her quite often,
she is affected yet again by the things i do.

and it will go on and on and on, hurting herself further,

Sigh!!

If only she hates me, i think she will forget about me, the easier way.

If only she tries to love another guy, i will just be out of the way.

and the only thing i can do to help her, is to stop talking to her.

it doesnt really matter if im happy or not,
i just want her to be happy.

but... maybe she doesnt even love me or care about me anymore!
ARGHH im stupid.
im just thinking too much.

anyway, i lost 2 kg last week.
it is a gd start but im not sure if its the right start.
but if i continue this way,
i will be 100kg by end of july.

keruirocks.
7:14 PM

back in camp,

today, my sis will go be going for SYF.
haha she's soo worried about results and all.
a replica of me 4 years ago,
and thats y i totally understand how she feels.
But after so many years,
i realise that it does not really matters.
I didnt remember that much of band in regards to SYF,
but the other enjoyable times.
Hmm, but i know she has worked for it,
just hope she gets the result she deserves,
all the best for BHSS band.

i did not know what happen to us again last night.
perhaps she was just feddup, and i was there at the wrong time.
no no, it must be my fault.
she told me i always push the blame to her.
i really am not sure if i am doing that.
maybe i shouldnt be pestering her at all.

but after everything,
i am still here to wish her happy with her life and all.
Her happiness is what matters the most,
everything else are of least piority.

i asked myself last night why did i blew my top off again.
i know the answer is that i felt not important.
i felt dispensable, and didnt have my own diginity at all.

but then again, is diginity that important?
I really have a problem balancing what is important to me and what not.
Ann told me to have a mind of my own,
i became too dependent on her.
which is what candice said.

Am i not having a mind of my own?
i am so damn confuse now,
i dont even know how i should be thinking and feeling now.
so what does that mean?
so what am i now?

i guess, what i have to do now,
is to pluck up that discipline and courage of mine.
to stop contacting her.
i think that is what she wants,
and what my sister, my friends want me to do.

That is not what i want to do.
but i am now pressured to do so,
actually i am just listening to what she ask me to do.
fuck, i realise i am damn useless.
am i like a dog or something?

i seriously need to settle down,
and stop thinking about her,
because the fact is that,
i have to live my own life.

i still remember what LTC fred said to me,
about reaching a state of mind,
where i will focus on what i want,
everything else will just be channelled towards my goal.
about the desires humans will have,
and how these desires affect the journey towards our goal.

i think i want to take a study on buddhism,
i want to be a person like he is.

keruirocks.
11:26 AM

alright, i read her blog.

its got to do with dragonboat.

If you are reading this candice,
yea i just blew my topped.
it is my fault again.
it is my fault i asked you not to go for your training.

I hope she dont take it to heart whatever happened to her.
i understand how she feels becos i am a high ego person as well.
Sometimes, we just have to pluck up the courage to see that,
there are higher mountains out there.
there can only be 1 mount everest

i understand how hard it is to not be recognised after putting so much hard work.
everyone needs to be appreciated, to be understood, to be recognised.

THERE ARE people out there that will recognised you for what you did,
but it is time to look around and see if YOU recognise them.

it is a harsh reality. i become 2nd best in sec school too. Band major instead of drum major.
it is tough if we think about it,
but i think its all our ego at work

im quite sure a band major has his own job that a drum major doesnt do too

i really hope she can open up your mind,
everything will be fine..

keruirocks.
9:50 PM

Frankly,
for the whole of today,
i was waiting for my dream to come true.

i was foolish i was naive.

Its 12am now,
Kerui, WAKE UP

It will never come true.

I guess the thing in my bag will go into the chute as well.

My sis asked whether she came today,
that question asked was so coincidental.
maybe someone up there is reminding me to wake up as well.

Up til now, nothing has affected the feelings i have for her. While buying the nano for my sis,
i was still wondering if i should buy that nice casing, for the nano i gave her.
i saw a nice phone, but thinking i should leave my phone with her so that she can trade in for a new phone herself.

Why am i so generous?

i am NOT!

i never treated my sis well until now.
i never love my parents as much as i should
i never cherish the friends that i have
i never love myself for who i am
i was never generous to anyone.

Am i hoping that by being generous, money wise, to her... things will change?
i am not trying to insult her as though she is that materialistic.
but, i think i just want to feel appreciated, especially by her.

is that something wrong to do? to want to be appreciated?

i am working so hard in army, i think it is because i want to be appreciated as well.

I think the pride that i have is in me.
i am hungry for credit.
i am hungry for showmanship.

But i dont like it. i am not doing things out of sincerity and truth.
i really dont know how i should be feeling now,
am i sincere in the first place? am i truthful??

may someone guide me please?



i asked her out on today (140407) days ago.
she told me she had to study and all.
but she went to collect her passport and went out with her friends instead.

It is not that i dont want to trust her and believe in her.

But the feeling sucks. totally!
a mixture of jealousy, disappointment, hopelessness and frustration.
How do we call it?
jeasappointrationess.

i am so useless!

keruirocks.
12:06 AM

OUCCHHHHHHhhhhh~~~

i just spent 250 bucks.
on a 2GB ipod nano + accessories.
i LOVE the italy silicon case!!! so cute!



But im not buying for myself,
its for my sis.
saw that ipod nano on her wish list,
and thought maybe after so many years never give her present,
i should get her one.
It's alot of money spent, but to be able to put a smile on someone you care,
its all worth it.

keruirocks.
10:39 PM

today's supposed to be a special day.
and im kinda feeling specially hard to get by time.

i have something for her in my bag,
i dunno whether i should give it to her.
im indecisive.

i had a stupid dream that she came to my window and drop me a present.
well it is sweet la, at that point in time.
but horribly disturbing when i think about it now.

barry said there's no programme today = BORED
i feel like going clubbing to dance my mind off again.
but i have been spending alot of money already.
just went drinking with my army frens last nite.
MA BOH!

yea i met this guy there,
he was telling me how he fought with his wife and got divorced and stuff.
i got emotionally,
and i told him about what happened too.
and he advised me to just move on with life.
from the examples,
i realised that most guys face the same problem with girls.
communication.
he lost his first gf after a 7 years relationship.
the girl just told him that her feelings faded and all.
i mean, how can she just say that?
THATS the problem.
we guys, use logic to think.
girls use feelings to react.
different frequency, different channel = no communication
men are from mars and women are from venus.

Had a chat with my sis that night.
i was talking to her about band and music and studies and life and etc.
well, i had the chance to understand her and i realise that
we are so similar.
and she's kinda trailing behind my foot steps
which i dont want her to.

i learnt many things the hard way when i was younger, like 13 - 17.
i lost friends, i lost trust, i lost myself.
It was really a rollercoaster ride then.
i hope by telling her the experience,
she can at least avoid my mistakes.
But then again, knowing her, she probably wont truely understand where i came about.
after all she's only 15.
well well well....

wo hui xuan zhe fang qi ni, shi ying wei wo tai ai ni..

keruirocks.
11:45 AM

i'm being emo today again.

i have a very bad habit.

i like to indulge in self pity.

Is it because there's no one there to pity me?
or is it because i dont deserve it in the first place.
maybe it is unneccessary.
maybe it is just a way to show i care for myself.

That is me. the culprit that has been inside all along.

i Believe that there are alot of people out there, like me.
that has kept another self inside.
It is whether you choose to let it take over you.
or to overpower it.
face the fact that it exist..
and learn to accept it.
and when you manage to conquer over it.
It becomes you.
and others will accept that that is who you are.

you have to have the courage.
you cannot be honest unless you are honest with yourself.
ask yourself...
Why is it that i am thinking that way?
why am i feeling so?
why do i do that?






























Is your answer an answer?

or is it just an excuse?

No one will know "the answer"
only you.

i didnt know that i could do it.
because, for so long,
i have been a person that is overwhelmed by

1)pride
i did not want to say out the truth,
hiding it
manipulating it

2)ego
i did not want to lose.
i will be the best
i will be the friendliest
i will be the most humourous
i will be the most generous
i will be the nicest
i will be the leader

3)loneliness
the more friends the merrier
wanting people to visit me
acting depress.

am i really that nice? am i really that honest? am i really that funny? am i a leader within my friends? am i? am i?

NO. FUCKING SHIT!
I WAS NOT EVEN CLOSE TO ALL THAT
BECAUSE I WAS SOMEONE I WASNT
BECAUSE I RAN AWAY

My true friends out there reading this, this is true.. right?

it doesn't take long for people to notice who you really are.
it is up to them whether they want to accept you for your pros
or reject you for your cons.
It is a big fat reality that i did not believe, or i chose not to believe
but i am sick of it
i am sick of lying to myself.
i am sick of being delusional

so back to the question.

am i really emo today?
or was i just asking for attention,
waiting for someone to come worrying,
"kerui are you alright? poor thing."

why am i writing all this here,
for everyone to see?
am i waiting for someone to come,
and tell me
kerui you've matured.

oh fuck.

kerui you really are a poor thing.
Dont be deluded anymore.
wake up my fucking idea!

keruirocks.
8:15 PM

smirks~

after asking my sis to delete my blog, i feel weird!
bleahh

roarr, just to update anyone, she and i are kinda over, in the sense she really doesnt need me anymore. 1001 reasons!, but whatever! over means over, nothing to be brooding over with. i want to be partially selfish, in this partially fake truth.

TRUTH HERE TRUTH THERE.
FUCK. SO WHAT IF ITS THE TRUTH.
WHAT CAN IT DO?
NO ONE GIVES A FUCK ABOUT THE TRUTH
ONLY THEMSELVES.

I read my sis' blog. i didn't know i've always an understanding sis that's there.
well, it was a 8 years silence.
we broke it.
happy ending.
and its never too late to be a good brother.

i always wanted a little sister that i can care about and dote.
but i didnt have the courage to do so when i was younger.
perhaps the coldness, and prolongged silence
but it doesnt really matter now,
we have lots to catch up with each other.
i love you qi.

Oh Jocelyn Yeo the swimmer's brother is a storeman doing reservist @ my centre now.But he's also damn fit la, and hunky! any girls want to know him? hahaa im gonna ask him to train me and i will be as fit as him!! ROARRRR then all the girls will queue up from jurong to orchard road for my number. =X

Hmm, PM Lee is donating his pay increment for 5 years. That is quite a move because it not only show his sincerity for the need of civil servant's pay increment. hmm but there's still many who think otherwise. SHALL NOT COMMENT TOO MUCH ON POLITICS ONLINE. ESPECIALLY WHEN IM A SINGAPOREAN LOL

keruirocks.
9:31 PM

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