Saturday, April 28, 2007
i go to sleep with you in my thought,
and waking up every morning emo.
no matter what i try to do,
i am running too slowly,
too slowly ,
from the monstrous reality.
As i think about our memories,
bittersweet.
as the feeling of love and hate mix,
there is no longer a fine line that separates.
The more i love, the more i begin to hate.
because everybody expects love to be returned,
disappointment becomes our fate.
As disappointment grows day by day,
the more bitter it taste.
all the kindness i gave to you,
has gone down the drain.
As you move farther away,
hope turns into pain.
All the kindness you gave to me,
has gone down the drain.
We speak the term "pros and cons",
so that we look at pros before cons.
but sometimes cons are just too significant,
that pros drowned,
the moment cons enter.
Selfishness, and thoughtlessness became one big evil creature.
Who inevitably grew in us, and kill us from within.
This is no longer lying on the line of, who's fault is whose,
it is also not about finding fault.
finding fault is like manipulating,
a pro into a con.
but it is a con that is a con.
it is a fact.
As each day passes,
your words ring in my ear,
like an untuned chord,
your stand no longer hold,
as your principles clashes and contradict.
It grows the aversion to myself,
for my naivety,
for what i believed in.
it is the liar and the lies,
that severed the ties.
keruirocks.
11:56 AM
