Wednesday, April 18, 2007
its the little things that you do,
little words that we say,
that brightens up my day.
you're such sweetie pie!
Thankyou for our small talk last night. (:
i am beginning to be more independent,
in terms of taking care of myself,
my welfare, my activities.
i've learnt that being a relationship doesnt mean giving ALL out.
basically it means that while still remain close to our partner,
we still have our own lives to live,
own friends to maintain,
own welfare to take care of.
we have to strike a balance between families, friends , money, career and gf/bf.
Neither one of will really be happy if any one of these are not fulfilled.
Eric has been telling me about being independent
does not neccessarily means that,
we dont need a partner.
he wanted me to know that,
while being together with someone,
we can also be independent on our own.
i think its quite true,
afterall everyone needs that somebody there.
i've been thinking so much,
i guess the way we are now,
is afterall better for us.
no point getting back together,
with our current state of mind,
and sooner or later we are just going to break up again.
i myself have been relying too much on her.
to some extent,
i have already lost a few friends here and there.
i need to get my life back
my fitness back
get Kerui back.
she's having exams and race.
she's sick and tired of me.
she needs a long break to settle down her emotions.
i just hope that,
our feelings for each other remain strong.
and after all these obstacles,
we still know who is the one,
that will be there for ourself.
and hope for a happy ending for both of us.
i miss her so much. ):
keruirocks.
11:04 AM
