Saturday, April 14, 2007
today's supposed to be a special day.
and im kinda feeling specially hard to get by time.
i have something for her in my bag,
i dunno whether i should give it to her.
im indecisive.
i had a stupid dream that she came to my window and drop me a present.
well it is sweet la, at that point in time.
but horribly disturbing when i think about it now.
barry said there's no programme today = BORED
i feel like going clubbing to dance my mind off again.
but i have been spending alot of money already.
just went drinking with my army frens last nite.
MA BOH!
yea i met this guy there,
he was telling me how he fought with his wife and got divorced and stuff.
i got emotionally,
and i told him about what happened too.
and he advised me to just move on with life.
from the examples,
i realised that most guys face the same problem with girls.
communication.
he lost his first gf after a 7 years relationship.
the girl just told him that her feelings faded and all.
i mean, how can she just say that?
THATS the problem.
we guys, use logic to think.
girls use feelings to react.
different frequency, different channel = no communication
men are from mars and women are from venus.
Had a chat with my sis that night.
i was talking to her about band and music and studies and life and etc.
well, i had the chance to understand her and i realise that
we are so similar.
and she's kinda trailing behind my foot steps
which i dont want her to.
i learnt many things the hard way when i was younger, like 13 - 17.
i lost friends, i lost trust, i lost myself.
It was really a rollercoaster ride then.
i hope by telling her the experience,
she can at least avoid my mistakes.
But then again, knowing her, she probably wont truely understand where i came about.
after all she's only 15.
well well well....
wo hui xuan zhe fang qi ni, shi ying wei wo tai ai ni..
keruirocks.
11:45 AM
