Wednesday, May 02, 2007
i seemed to have been blinded by the game of love,
i thought everything was about love and her.
but there was so much to my life,
and i did not notice them at all.
i tried talking to my old friends online last night,
and to find out that,
there was many people out there that cares,
i ask myself,
why didn't i notice their kindness before?
i took friendships too lightly,
too superficially.
i thought all female friends could be developed into a BGR.
i thought i could only talk and get close with female friends.
i thought male friends are all happy-go-lucky, and that i do not need to respect their friendship
now that i have to get over my past,
my friends play the most important part.
it is very touching that,
people that i wasn't talking to in the past, i am talking to them now.
people that i didn't like, i've learnt to appreciate them.
people that was kind to me, are still kind to me, and even more caring.
people that was angry with me, forgave me.
i deeply regret that i did not maintain my relationships with my acquaintances,
and i deserve all that happened.
after all,
everything that happened,
perhaps it was pre-arranged.
i believed in karma,
what goes around comes around.
it may seem all so ugly,
now it is more like blessing in disguise.
keruirocks.
3:00 PM
