Friday, May 04, 2007
i was complaining,
and making a big fuss out of every little things.
my very bad habit of complaining,
i know about it all along,
but again i did not realise i am always complaining.
i guess i should stop brooding over the things i have done or whatsoever.
i did it willing, and that i shouldnt blame anyone for not returning the favour.
and i should not be expecting a certain reaction from anyone.
i need to learn how to accept how things are,
adapt myself to them, instead of changing them for myself.
i've been comparing someone to somebody.
not knowing that no somebody is someone.
and no one will think exactly the way i think,
i guess i am alone in this world,
everyone is.
there's so many flaws about myself,
there's always something new i realise each day,
it's choking me,
what is the root of all the flaw?
my background education?
my parents teaching?
i am really unsure,
i guess i just have to tackle them one by one.
keruirocks.
10:12 AM
