Saturday, May 19, 2007
why am i like that?
have i not done enough?
have i not try to help myself?
it was like living in a fairy tale dream,
hoping that everything is wonderful,
everyone is perfect,
and a happily ever after ending.
but the story writers make it so flawless that,
we, the people living in reality,
find it hard to resist the temptation to indulge in that dream.
and we die terribly,
when reality is slapped hard across your face,
when you are drowned in your own farfetched dreams.
i need a miracle.
especially a miracle slimming pill.
i think it will solve all my problems.
i Know that candice is the type of person that will not face up with the problems directly,
even if the problem is something thats gotta do with my appearance.
ironically, i think i understood why she is the only one who accepted me for what i am.
i know you are such a bitch sometimes,
but i still love you,
as a person,
no matter what happens.
keruirocks.
5:19 AM
