Tuesday, June 05, 2007
I think i cannot take this move on with life thingy anymore.
the more i think about it, the more it contradicts my principles.
i've told myself that i should face my problems and not run away from it.
no more shortcut.
what is this move on thing about?
carry on with my life?
I am isnt it? not as if i suicided or something.
so can i also assume that move on will mean that,
carry on with life without mentioning the past.
and to "learn from lesson", "put it behind your mind" etc etc
whats the difference from running away then?
i mean, what's the point of deluding yourself, and later to realise you have not really heal.
I agree that we accept what has happened has happened, and do not commit suicide.
and it is not that i have not move on, i have not yet accept what happened.
and there goes another line about "time will heal".
Will time heal? really?
or will through a long period of time of self-brain-washing, that you are now able to put your pain away. and to realise its still painful when it bleeds again.
I think emotional wounds and physical wounds are of much similarity.
It will stop bleeding, wounds will clot, but the scar can never be healed.
WAH TAH FAH.
enough of philosophies and differences.
keruirocks.
4:58 PM
