Sunday, August 26, 2007
what is it last night that made me lose my cool?
i guess i probably missed her so much and i wanted her attention.
Give and don't take, thats a very difficult task to do.
anyway, the feeling sucks totally. Time passes by super slow, and every now and then, i will take a look at my hp, to see if theres any sms from her. Am i obsessed? Am i possessive? Am i too clingy already?
Let me put myself in her her shoes,
if i were to be in celebrations and fun and chalet, i would probably want to enjoy myself as much, without the chore to reply smses. It was me and my bad habit of being impatient.
fuck up.
i am damn worried all that had happen will jeopardise anything.
If it does, i don't really know if im ready for a 2nd blow.
It's so sad, it is as though im forcing myself to cry.
why is everything so complicated? did i complicate it myself?
All i wanted is to have you be there, i happy, you happy can already.
keruirocks.
8:30 AM
