Sunday, July 22, 2007
Seriously, why am i keeping an unread blog?
well the answer is simple, this :
It is as though i put a step into the "gate", time capsule, (what ever you call it)
part of me is still stuck in THE era.
Really, my heart is still with you know who.
Life hasnt move on. It is like, meaningless, totally.
no motivation, nothing to look forward to(except ORD).
How do i talk to somebody (important) when,
1) you know who is not on my msn list ( actually i changed email )
2) not even a damn about me
3) i don't meet you know who, so near yet so far
4) i resisting to give any call / sms to her?
well, that is why this place is for i guess, a one way communication plan. and just pray to god at least she visits here like when she is so bloody bored.
i may have lost the relationship/friendship,
may lose the thoughts, the feelings, the touch,
but you are irreplacable in my heart.
keruirocks.
12:58 AM
Friday, July 13, 2007
let this 4 months pass,
let me ORD in peace.
Yay, finally, i can start the NTU online study, im back to study!
and i'm taking driving! and SAT! omg, since when have i become so studious? :D
keruirocks.
10:16 PM
Monday, July 09, 2007
ah bie finally woke up from her coma yesterday,
i was worried like shit that what if jus anything bad happens.
But im glad she is fine, like she seems.
just curious that im am doubting what i am seeing and hearing.
oh well, maybe i think too much. (:
why think so much?
why bother knowing so much about the truth? , as long as it makes you happy.
keruirocks.
10:35 PM
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
boring boring boring.
i signed up Mathematics for Finance by NTU on ns.sg
Coooolie~ im going back to study~~
the Eprep thingy is pretty useful, eh NSFs out there, you shouldnt waste it! just sign up for some course lah!
Talking about studies,
last night, i came home together with a newly commissioned commando 2LT, on the cab.
so as usual, we share about what we wanna do after ORD, so yea he is going to be a PE teacher and taking up Maths as the 2nd teaching. ( i dunno why PE teachers like maths), and for me,
i couldnt really give him a definate answer, whether am i going to stay in singapore or going to australia. I just told him i would like to settle down with course that is more practical and down-to-earth. Those passsion, and dreams that i have was overwhelmed by the money factor.
Seriously, who wouldn't think about money when we are talking about living in singapore.
2005 - 5%
2007 - 7%
20017 - ??
Do the maths yourself. With expenses rocketing, i don't see why our pays are not. SO! where will the money go to? "Its not Lee kuan me, but Lee kuan -" hahaha =X
anyway, i was telling him how my interest hop from one to another. Like how i was a music fanatic in sec school/jc. Then i wanted to do designing at NTU, after that i wanna do psychcology at NUS, and i decided i want to take up finance in adelaide. hmm, well well.
and we started talking about my unit. and all my frustrations turned into a verbal vomit of complains and accusation and bad mouthing. lol seriously, with the hectic line up of programmes, i am already barely coping, needless to say about entertaining people like them. what bullshit about positive NS experience, blah blah blah. We are merely underpaid educated banglas.
start the "serve the nation" shit, come on.
i pity singapore and singaporeans. How proud can we be, as a nation? first class this and that, best in this and that, But lets boil down to the citizens, what the crap are we?
keruirocks.
11:55 AM
